honghong

yesterday I received a calling from cousin

he asking me:

why a short relationship u also cant put down?

how u can love him love till like this o?

YES

i cant.=(

because i am too sturborn

I LOVE HIM

i thought he wont leave me

thought i wont alone anymore

i got him

i thought we will continue our LOVE day to day

so from the first,

i use all my real heart to love him

and try to prove that I LOVE HIM

but i wrong

cos all not so easy as i think

just know that  I LOVE him only is no enough 

I MISS HIM

really really MISS everything

although it jus a short memory

but it sweet and hard to forget it

the most funny and unforget memory betwwen us is

we LANGGAR tree on night when i almost reach home

zzzz....

and now

i try to get more and more time to put down everything

take all my time to do everything that i unlike

to let the time go ahead 

to let me no time to miss him

cos

HE no love me anymore

HE had give up

HE had doing the last decision that i cant accept

but...

what I can do although i don wan to let him go?

I just know everything cant force

so I accept wat he want

just..

I still MISS him so much

I really feel want to know how he can give up it easily

happy back easily

cos I hope I can too..

BUT

from u

i learn something

that is

DARE TO TAKE IT UP

THEN HAVE TO DARE TO PUT IT DOWN

 thank you BEI..!